Without her in bed

Raysa usually sleep with me and R on our bed, we put her in between us. But for the last 2 days she's been sleeping with my Mom & Dad cause R is terribly sick and we wouldn’t want her to catch the cold. I felt like a sick puppy without her beside my pillow, I’m so used to seeing her face before I fell asleep. I’ll kiss her like crazy and fall asleep holding her hands. So last night It’s kind of